*Auds Dezinz* Life of a single creative mom: September 2014

Friday, September 26, 2014

Baby Bellanceau

Good morning,

I thought of you again today and how much you mean to me and you're not even here yet. Know that grammie loves you very much.

Thursday, September 25, 2014

Today my heart aches. I'm being selfish in my thinking because I know I'm never going to see you and that makes grammie very sad and hurt. I want to be there the day you're born and hear you breathe your first breath and I want to hold you and sing to you. I want you to know that grammie will always be there for you no matter what. I know you're growing big and strong waiting for your birthday day to come and I want to be there very badly. I am hoping things change and I can meet you but as things are now I don't forsee that happening. Just know that I love you with all my heart and soul and I cherish you more than you can imagine.

Love you forever,
Grammie

*Auds Dezinz* Life of a single creative mom

Welcome to my blog spot. I am a creative mom who is bipolar and disabled. I have a lot of creative energy that not only entends from PSP to writing and poetry. I have never given up on a dream of being published one day.

I have one best friend in the entire world whom I have never met. She is more like a sister to me and more family than anyone else I know. She lives a whole ocean away yet at times couldnt be closer. We met by 'accident' and seem almost inseperable. She is due to have 'our' 5th son on September 5th. I say ours because I told her she had to share him because I am not having anymore.

I fully intend to write more in this blog than the average blogger so keep coming back :0)

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