I thought of you again today and how much you mean to me and you're not even here yet. Know that grammie loves you very much.
Dear baby Bellanceau,
Today my heart aches. I'm being selfish in my thinking because I know I'm never going to see you and that makes grammie very sad and hurt. I want to be there the day you're born and hear you breathe your first breath and I want to hold you and sing to you. I want you to know that grammie will always be there for you no matter what. I know you're growing big and strong waiting for your birthday day to come and I want to be there very badly. I am hoping things change and I can meet you but as things are now I don't forsee that happening. Just know that I love you with all my heart and soul and I cherish you more than you can imagine.
Love you forever,
Thank you for finally being honest
Thank you for finally reveling who you really are
Thank you for letting me know I was right to never trust you
Thank you for giving me a reason to feel proud of all the mistakes I made
Thank you for making me even stronger than I was before
Thank you for the words you used
Thank you for making me see I am doing the best I can
Thank you to those that believe I could
Thank you to those that understood
Thank you to those that stood by my side in my darkest moments
Thank you to those that lifted me up when others tried so hard to bring me down
Thank you to those who loved me through it all
It only takes a moment to make my day and another to take that all away.
It only takes a moment to put a smile on my face and in a moment it can be so easily erased.
It only takes a moment to send my heart all a flutter and in another break it with ease like it didn't matter.
It only takes a moment just one tiny second to make my head spin with dreams of things I never thought before and in a moment I can feel myself closing another door.
It only takes a moment to leave me breathless and in another struggling to find a reason to breathe.
It only takes a moment just one tiny moment.... just a moment.
Today gets a little easier than yesterday and yesterday fades as nothing more than a memory.
Today you will do amazing things you never thought you could and yesterday remains a memory.
Today you get to start fresh and new as if yesterday had been a dream.
Today those struggles become a little less but tomorrow they may no longer exist.
Today you will rise above it all when no one says you can because you did it yesterday and you'll do it again tomorrow.
Today be your own best friend but tomorrow allow someone to lend you a hand.
Today you are wonderful just the way you are as you were yesterday and as you will be tomorrow.